Well, like most girls, my girlfriend has a lot of posters (I counted 15) in her room of guy celebrities like zac effron, orlando bloom, some other guy I don’t know and mostly taylor lautner etc.
I’m pretty insecure about myself sometimes, especially my body, as theres something wrong with one side of my chest (its a bit lower than my other side).. It’s not really that noticeable but I’ve got psychological scars because of it..
I’m also fairly skinny, no matter how much I work out or eat I can’t seem to gain that much body mass.
Whenever I’m in my girlfriend’s room I feel pretty uncomfortable and self conscious because I feel like I don’t meet the standards of what she finds "hot". Sometimes it makes me angry and sometimes it just makes me feel sh*tty inside. And when we’re kissing or cuddling, everywhere I look I see one of these posters looking at me and it tears at me.
I know it shouldn’t really affect me that much and it’s childish and it is her room, but how do I get used to the fact that theyre there or how do I feel better about myself?
I want to feel like I’m good enough for her but the posters and the way she just literally gasps or giggles when theres hot guys on tele upsets me.
Any help’s really appreciated.. and please be mature about this