Hello, I know this is odd, but I have been feeling this way for almost five years and it is so crazy that I still think about this. Well there was this celebrity that I met at one of his community events. I was probably like the third to the last person in line to get my shirt signed, all of my friends went before me and everything went smoothly. Well when I got to the table, he (celebrity) starred at me and told me that he noticed me from the back of the line. I did not know what to do, and was so shocked that I could not even respond, we were just starring at each other. Then the person standing next to him asked what my name was and I told him, he then asked me to spell it out, and I did and he wrote it on the poster. Let me remind you that he did this to no one else in front of me, well I know for sure none of my friends. Then after this, my friend wanted to take a picture, and we got prepared to do so. In the meantime, he held onto my waist and no one else! I was again shocked. Well we walked off because there were some others still in line. Then his other friends came up to ask us to go to Macon with them. Of course we declined. But anyhow, after this of course my head was blown, this is one of the main reasons I started to really like him. He eventually showed up to this club that I was at, like three months later, and I did not know that he would show up. And he actually got a booth exactly where my friend and I were standing. I left a blank piece of paper above my head where they were standing and the guy standing right next to him said aloud PAPER, why would she just put paper here. I was a little embarrassed but oh well is what I thought. Then the host said over the mic that they were going to leave the club open for an additional 30 min because some girls ended up TRYing to give personal dances and stuff and taking off clothing, so i decided to leave, that environment was not my style and I would not want him to think it was either. Then we saw each other again at a night club. So at this point I could not stop thinking about him. He had a cd signing at a book store and I went. When I walked up to him he was cheezing! and so was I! I asked if I could come to his party that was being held that night, but I knew I was too young to get in and he said to still come. I was not quite 21 yet.I gathered my friends and we went only to find we could not get in but ended up with all of his friends because the tour bus was where we were parked. We talked to them for a while and ended up leaving. At that point I was so over it and mad! I felt like I had made a fool of myself. Then just so happened he showed up at another club where my best friend and I were. We ended up all outside together at the end of the night. The so called bodyguard was acting crazy as if someone were going to kill him and I then asked politely to speak to him (celebrity) and the bodyguard granted my wish. When he turned around to talk to me I could not say anything! I just looked crazy. And he was looking like why won’t she say anything. He reached his hand out and I would not grab it! He then just started talking to others around and we were all just chilling in this little social circle. He then walked off eventually. Then, To top things off his friend confronted me before they all left and asked me to come to the house, but not for (celebrity) but he seemed like he was speaking for himself, I guess. I rejected and my best friend and I left. That was it, that was the last time I have seen him in person! It’s crazy I know, but true. I still think about him, even though I am currently in a relationship what do you guys think? Please help me get over this, and sorry so long.
